Donna, I am unable to hear the tune as I must play it "LO-Fi". Your S.C. wont let me. Perhaps another link ? So I had to only read the work and trust me sweetheart....I get it !! I completely understand the metaphor(s). IMHO, how is he gonna run back to anything ?? He's broke on his ass living on his piece of cardboard with not a lot to hang on to anymore and, in his mind, it is over. And then there is this ;.."And how I now sleep under, all the bridges I have crossed" absolutely brilliant!! I feel this sister as I may be living next to him soon...so powerful.