So you could be described as the hunting and fishing widow for a few weeks out of the year. Are you a golf widow during the summer as well? Stories are legendary about them. A song on a somewhat similar subject was written by the now deceased songwriter Linda Hargrove. It is called "Music Is Your Mistress". May see if it is on YouTube. And, I am one person who does know what a courtesan is, even though I don't even come close to having deep enough pockets to be able to afford one. Yet can still dream.