Hi Ray,

You're funny....Hmmmm…what does my song want to be? That’s an excellent question. I make a little note to myself after I write a song, about its intention, so in the future I’ll know what my brain was initially trying to say, ya know? crazy This lyric is just about a girl who is friends with this guy and wishing for a romantic relationship (whether they tried that in the past or not) and the guy isn’t interested type-of-deal. But she moves on in the end, although she’ll still think about him. (No stalking....yikes!)The “heavy” on my mind was intended to convey her memory of him and how she thinks about him and what was/could have been. BUT she moves on. And that’s the point, because he’s happier (and she will be too), elsewhere.

Your comments make me aware of the different ways people can interpret things. Thanks for keeping my eyes open! I appreciate you stopping by.

Kristi

A musician must make music, an artist must paint, a poet must write,
if he is to be ultimately at peace with himself. What a man can be,
he must be. -- Abraham Maslow, American Psychologist