God. Christianity. Old vs New

Believers vs Non Believers.

Devoted or not.
Love him Unconditionally?
Or He loves us unconditionally?

I don't know about any of it. I don't know if I even care.

I have decided to keep an open mind. I have never had a "Foxhole" moment. But I have had a "Why would a God do this to me moment" or better yet "Why would a God do this to my Daughter moment"

My 6 year old Daughter, who had no medical problems that we knew of, Died in her sleep. She simply went to bed one night and never woke up.
Before that My 76 day old son died in his sleep. My wife also had baby 6 weeks early who lived about one hour after birth.
I wasn't the best Christian, I wasn't even the best person before that, but I turned into a real bastard after that. It took me ten years to recover from it. And I think I still have problems.

When my 6 year old died was when I decided if there was a God he was never going to have me kneel before him until he stood before me and told me why.
And If I must spend my eternity in hell because of it...so be it.

Last edited by Bill Robinson; 04/06/12 04:14 PM.
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