Hi Mike

Yes I know I've got to stop blaming myself, crazy I'm very good at it, so I need to work harder hah. smile Mike it seems life throws challenges at me all the time, I go down like a bag of Sh.t, frown but I get back up fighting harder. grin I'm determined not to let my Post Traumatic Stress beat me. I have met so many here in Australia that are heavily medicated, but from my own experiences, medication doesn't take away what happened, and it doesn't solve every difficult situation that's thrown at you, it never will, I believe that you have to talk about it, find people who you can trust and feel safe around, who understand, to me medication is a quick fix, but in a lot of cases it doesn't fix it at all, it's still there. You have to deal with what your feeling and what's happening in your life, other wise it festers up, like a volcano, and then irrupts, the best way I can explain it.

Mike I really feel for you, I can hear your frustrations, you fight so hard, and it's understandable that you go down, because the medicals are not listening to you, your in a lot of pain, and you are also struggling with money to pay for your treatment, now a bad tooth, gosh that sucks.

So Okay, I need to stay up, go find myself a job, and save money so I can help my friend Mike out hah. smile I told you one day I will have the finances to pay for all your treatment, and believe me when I say this, it will happen Mike, and then I'm gonna fly over and meet you and your lovely wife hey, smile so hang in their.

Your Aussie friend always
God bless
Michele

Last edited by Michele Bolton; 11/10/09 09:23 PM.