Originally Posted by ThomasG
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OK! I am not criticizing anyone in particular; just one of those days, I guess. I am sick and depressed and broke and can't breathe because of massive congestion.


It probably does not help but you have many that totally identify with you in every way and share in your rant!

But... Hummin'bird has waxed profound and quite eloquent. I want to thank her for taking the time to post those words. Now THAT will lift you up.... and she probably is right too!!!!!

You may not take much stock in this and that is cool but I'm (as the song says) going to do it anyway. Will pray for you tonight that your day tomorrow will be a lot better and that your depression and congestion will get better.

Thomas


Thanks, man.

Depression is usually not a really big issue for me. I tend to stay quite positive regardless of how much my life might suck at any moment. It has just been a very tough year. I was unable to work last year because of health issues and was not able to conduct much of a job search (for the kind of work I do, there is a hiring season). I have something lined up for the fall but it is a long way until then. Plus I have been having very severe chest pain, mostly from a broken left arm I sustained last May, but I also have a history of heart problems (2 stents four years ago) and the pain mimics the pain I had from that so it is quite stressful. I am FAR TOO YOUNG for this.

The only positive thing that has gone on with me during the past year is that I have written some amazing songs and have no doubt that I could be in the running for a possible staff writing deal if I had the money to get them professionally demoed. I am just struggling to pay the rent at the moment.

Anyway, sorry if my original post seemed too negative.

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