Richard, what a wonderful country song. Great story-telling, very emotional. Really good vocal. I enjoyed it a lot. I could hear this on the radio. Below are a few lyrical suggestions. Keep or sweep. Thanks for sharing.

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Even though it's not going anywhere
Change to: And each time, I'm crying the same tears

I hold it and hope maybe some day
Change to: I hold it and hope you'll read it some day