I beg to differ. I did meet my husband online and we are very happy. We probably had more in-depth conversations than most people do face to face. We talked for several months before we decided to meet. I was very careful.
As for the two meanings in the song--I thought I had that because when we actually met face-to-face there was an uncertainty of whether we lived up to expectations about each other.
I am not a total newbie. I've been writing lyrics for at least 10 years. I'm just not that good with the music end of it. I do play a little guitar and have done the music to two of my songs. Granted, they do need some work to improve them, but I just can't seem to get them where I want them. That's why I've been trying to find a co-writer that is good with melodies.
By the way, what was wrong with my song construction?
Anyway thanks for the comments.
Johnnie

a.k.a. Ladynred