Hey Roy I like the raw emotion of your female vocalist, and the music is a perfect match fpr the story she tells in your words. It sets a mood that a lot of us deal with daily leaving our guitars orphaned for 40 to 60 hours a week while we chase dead presidents just to pay for the chance a being a musician and making it big.That's probably why the call it a PUNCH clock. it is frustrating to hear music by my peers that far exceeds anything out thiere in the industry of POP PULP Crap. I am so sorry to hear about Helen. It is crippling to lose a lifelong love, and quite a bit like having a piece of your heart and soul ripped away. My condolences to you. But I am sure she is enjoying your continued work on the other side with a big smile.