You dont offer me answers, I GREW UP CATHOLIC.... I HEARD IT ALL!

You want to tell me about a Bible Code thats proven to be fake, Im not surprised, God would have no purpose for a hidden code, why write the Bible, if it needs a secret code....

I do want to know more, and hope to see God some day, My "arguments" is logic, if I dont agree, am I suppose to say "Wow Gee Japov, you really opened my eyes, I have no more doubts" IS that the idea? This is not a simple disucssion, religion runs deep

But you might enjoy this song. Pete Townshend talking from Pov of God creating the universe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlbZDrMDaX4

And when the world began
I'd been asleep forever
I opened one eye
'Twas then it was I
Got the whim to wake

And when the weight of space
Rolled like it was an ocean
One became one
Father and son
Watched the sunrise break

And as the ocean warmed
And from this dream we woke
One sang to greet the dawn
One pursed his lips and spoke

Wake up and hear the music
Wake up and hear the music play
Wake up and hear the music
Wake up and hear what the people say

I heard the heavens sing
Predicting Marty Robbins
I knew I'd find
Music and time
Were the perfect plan

I watched my son sail on
A little ship a-bobbin'
I had to grow
I needed to know
Exactly who I am

And as the ocean warmed
And from this dream we woke
One sang to greet the dawn
One pursed his lips and spoke

Wake up and hear the music
Wake up and hear the music play
Wake up and hear the music
Wake up and hear what the people say

Wake up and hear the music
Wake up and hear the music play
Wake up and hear the music
Wake up and hear what the people say